III

Who I am... I feel like there are two versions of me. The-larger-than-life me and the small and unimportant one. Lately I have felt the first person emerge more and more. I feel beautiful and strong, mysterious and gentle, powerful and a little wicked. I feel like I am destined for great things, that I have a purpose that is far beyond what I can comprehend, like I have traveled through time and space to be here on earth at this moment in time. That I have a task that I am preparing for. But at the same time I am doubtful even now as I write these words. And yet I know that I am to the extent that I sometimes have perhaps felt a little "above" other people struggling with "normal" problems. I love what a woman said to me once: "You give an impression of being open, but I can sense that there is much more underneath and that makes me curious about you." That is me. Like the ocean, open and vast, but underneath there are endless depth of unknown things...............