Lightbulb moment delux

I don't know what happened yesterday, but it was something. Something kind of clicked inside of me. I read in the Right to Write, and I just kind of understood that I had so many restrickens when it came to writing. I didn't really write anything because I was always trying to avoid really writing. Julia Cameron wrote about routine and I suddenly realize that it was a key word. Getting some routine in my life. I suddenly wrote three pages last night, and I wrote three pages this morning. Just venting everything and anything. Ideas and all, just letting the pen flow over the paper. No I don't know what to write, because all of a sudden I knew that it was a lie, a bad way to start writing anything. I have a lot to say. And I am going to say it. And it feels wonderful:) Sort of like awakening after a long, long sleep.