I have had a reaction tonight, feeling restless, angry and bewildered all at one time. I should be getting to sleep, but I don't feel tired and yet I am exhausted. I really would love to speak to you. Don't want to post anything about it. It is for the private sphere:)

I am determined to try to get something done this summer. I hope we can have some conversations through it. Have our own Inkling meetings. We need to support each other and encourage each other. At least I would love that. Share our experiences and talk things through perhaps. So we don't lose ourselves completely. It would be lovely if we both had a body of work at the end of summer. Something to show for in a way. I don't mean working on something together. I don't think it is time for that just yet. We need to find our own voices before we even try that again. But creating a forum would be lovely. I certainly need all the support I can get:)

As you may see I have done some changes. Made it more Luthien:)

So much for the long slug I promised you, ah. But it is like I said to you. I don't want to say anything here. So I hope we can talk soon...