The Orb pictures among other

Sometimes I wish that I was hit by lightning, you know... Have one of those light-bulb moments when suddenly everything is as clear as the brightest day. That I just knew what I wanted to do for a project... But nope, it is not coming to me. I try to think about it. And I do write about myself. But I am not getting any closer to finding something I feel really passionate about either writing or painting or drawing. Maybe it is because I don't know where to start at all.

It is so funny how moods can swing... Like from being optimistic to being pessimistic. From feeling okay to not feeling that great at all. My goal for this week is to get down to 31B twice this week... That leaves me three days to get to that goal... If I don't make it tomorrow then I will have two days left... But I have to. If not for anything other than a cup of coffee and a cigarette;) Though I might perhaps just find something... I will have to figure out something sooner or later, hopefully sooner...

Retracing my own time line is one thing, that can be fun, but if it is all I ever get down on paper, I am going to be depressed. Even more than I am now... I need something that can bring me a little hope. A little sign that I am suppose to do that.

Oh by the way... I got an email from Diana Cooper. She has looked at those pictures from Christmas, and she explained them as authentic and asked for permission to use the pictures:)



Masses of angels carrying spirits.



Aspects of Gabriel merged with Uriel and angels of love..

I just remembered when flipping through Angel Inspiration long before Christmas I was drawn to the names of Gabriel and Uriel... Strange... That definitely gives me something to think about... Maybe there is an answer in there somewhere... Felt this strange sensation right now in writing it almost like a pressure against my back and neck and upper arms. It feels warm and cold and tingling... Really strange...

"You need to open up more. Everything is ready and waiting for you to open up. Do not endulge your fears and worries anymore. Give heed to your hopes and dreams instead. Do not dwell too much on what you cannot know. The future is not set no matter what choices you make or have made. There is no right or wrong choice, only opportunities. Remember that a true life is made of hopes and dreams, not fears and worries..."