There’s something divine about those moments when I manage to be completely in the moment. It doesn’t matter what is happening in my life. It just fades into the background and stays there. Today I had that: I was going downtown to buy some medicine. I decided to walk and buy myself a coffee and just enjoy not wearing a jacket and feeling the warmth of the sun again. Just celebrating that the spring is here once again. It is like there is a smile in my heart.
Sometimes life is just good! And the heart sings…
The return of the warmth in the sun really does do wonders. I feel so much lighter in both body and mind. Everything feels easier. I guess spring becomes very important if you have real winter with darkness and snow and cold. It’s still that little chill in the air. It’s sort of like the chill in the shift from winter to spring, but soon that too will be gone and I can wear even less clothes than I did today… That is a day to look forward to!!)))) It is like I am a little less lost….
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I also took a shot in the arse today;)
Oh and I past the first test in that computer course)))
My goodness I was nervous. I almost felt like crying)) I don't know why I suddenly stop believing in myself in those kind of situations... Horrible feeling!! So one past, six to go;)Going to take two after easter... Hopefully they will go just as well...
lol about the shot in the arse)))
Reading all about a feeling of spring and the heart singing and then. . .
oh, by the way, I got a shot in the arse.
hehee.
Congratulations on passing the test! Funny how the mind works and how we (or at least I) tend to panic. And yet sometimes when we take things less serious it turns out better. . . Like today, I barely studied for my midterm as I had hoped. And I woke up so drowsy, but I didn't really care if I passed the stupid test. . . Yet when I actually took it, I took my time and just did it. And I have a feeling I probably got an A. . . you know how you kind of have an idea. So yeah. . .
How come you stop believing in yourself, do you think? Do you think you might be setting too high of standards for yourself? Do you really let yourself be?
Just wondering)))
Congratulations again))) Good for you)))
I guess it is sort of like the pressure I put on myself, and the need to be good. I would feel awful if I didn't pass. I don't know. It's just a momentarily panic attack;) And it was the first test and I had no idea how it would be. Now I know))) I will be nervous, but not that nervous)))
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