It is really autumn now. Look at the leaves on the trees outside my window... Would be nice to see the changes it goes through. If I remember to do it, I think it would be fun to see the changes it goes through... Like a little project... See how the tree changes from day to day...
Ah, I slept in late today. Really late, like criminally late. Thank goodness it was Sunday today, or I would have been in deep ****... It is nice to have a purpose with writing again. Just to decide not to have any specific thing to write is good for me, because I now have to decided to become really, really honest, and just go through the crap to get to the gems. And god knows I have some crap to get through. To actually allow myself to be honest and to dare to really write, not just about how horrible I write and that I really have nothing to write, because we both know that is the worst crap I need to get through. Like cleaning it away from my mind, a little speck of dust at a time. Little by little freeing my pen from the ego, you could say perhaps.
I am going to write for a while before I go to bed, just to sit down and write perhaps for half an hour or something, to see what happens. It is going to be fun. And hopefully I will be up to the task tomorrow, and start all over again. I like it)))))
Here is what I have been painting on today. It looks horribly alike other paintings I have started on. I guess I am going to try to take it to the next level. Don't know what it is yet, but maybe tomorrow it will look different... I guess we have to wait and see what happens. I am going to start to take my camera with me Wednesdays. I like to record the processes my paintings go through. Good reminder.
1 comment:
All of your paintings seem so smooth))) Nothing wrong with it, but maybe what you need is to slap on paint aggressively))) Or paint in opposite colors. Think about your process and what would be a challenge to your work. . .
It will be great to see how your paintings change in class too. Looking forward to that)))
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