Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Mood

I am not going to be able to write much about this. But I've decided to do it here. Yesterday my mom was visiting and I was unable to do the question then, and today I am feeling sick. Hopefully it will pass as it always seem to do. My mom and I went for a hike. I even ran for like a lot longer than I thought I could without stopping. Maybe I am getting better:) I did do my exercise today as well.

I find mood rather difficult to write about because it is ever changing. But then it might be about the story... I find the mood both dark and light. All the ranges of human emotions so to speak. I find it difficult to do anything about that. Maybe if I were to write about mood I should have a specific mood to write about... Having a whole range of moods to feel, I tend to feel like everyone of them.

Today I have managed to feel despair, hope, scared, tired, confused, irritated... Well, I just kind of feel like it is impossible right now. I could probably do it, but being sick and not having too much discipline I chicken out. No day is alike, and since skipping yesterday, I have to do two today... I am on to the next now, maybe I will be able to do more there... Don't think so, but I will try, but I actually think that I should try perhaps to do it tomorrow... I will probably feel much better then and it is better than a half-hearted attempt on something that I will only just crumble under now.

I still feel great about doing these assignment))) And I will be doing them))) Promise:)

1 comment:

Sheri said...

Good for you, with your exercise!

I don't doubt you'll do the assignments))) After all, if you don't do them, then I'll lose enthusiasm over doing mine and we'll both lose out. So we both have to keep doing it for each other.

Some days are going to work better than others. I guess it's just a matter of forcing ourselves to look honestly at the situation. Can we really do it? Would it be better to wait? What are we truly feeling and if we can't, why can't we?

That kind of thing.

I don't know, I'm so exhausted right now that I don't feel like doing my assignment today either, but I have to push myself. Tomorrow I go out for lunch with some people from my painting class and then study. . . hopefully it will be fun and I can draw myself out enough to be among them. It looks like I should be able to make it Saturday, unless I end up having to study at the school library (delay on getting all my books).

Talk to you later and good luck with tomorrow)))