The Realms of the Imagination

I wrote this on February 27 as part of my write everyday plan. Just thought I would start of March on my blog.

This is what life is about, going on different journeys, discovering new things about the world and myself. I love to ponder on what the meaning of life is. All exciting things that show themselves is without a doubt worth all the pain and suffering. It has given me so much more depth in the way I live. But the time for theory is to go over to the time of action. I am developing my own philosophy.

The landscape is always changing. It is like a world of its own, somewhere that I can explore. A world… My fantasy world… I have seen a clearing. It has always felt like my way in… Like a portal is hidden there that takes me from this reality to my realms of imagination… So what do I do with this?

There are fortresses, castle, palaces, temples, mountains, rivers, oceans, plains, forests, cities, villages, towns, all kinds of things there. Everything that make up civilizations…

I am going to travel the whole distance. I promise myself that. I am going to explore the realms of my imagination every day or at least as much as possible. Exactly how I am going to go about it, I don’t know… It is impossible to say, because I am still in recovery, but at least I will give myself the promise to try as much as possible. And try it every single day. There will be something that comes out of it, and by the end of a period I can go through it and see if there is anything that I can use…

I cannot hesitate anymore. I have no other choice than to follow my intuition, and that is telling me that words and images are my destiny. But it is so hard to believe it. It still is. I cannot see it in my future, and yet I feel so. Maybe it is because the future is not completely set… I might be heading for that or the rest of my life will be spent in fear. I don’t want that…