A much better day today. Not that I have done so much, but I did one thing. We talked about doing what fell into our mind, and I did it today. I thought about buy a rose as I passed a flowerstore, and turn back and did so. I had a conversation with the lady behind the counter and it ended with her asking what I did. And I said I was an artist. And it felt so true. It didn't feel like a lie. I could have said that I was unemployed and all. But I said I was an artist. That is a good thing. I did say it with a little hesitation, but I said it. It made all the difference this day really.

I did my morning pages too, began week three of them. Oh, and I am going to Copenhagen again. Staying over for a night. That is something I am definitely looking forward to. Hopefully it will give me a little breather in the otherwise monotonous life of me. In Tivoli there is going to be a Christmas market and it sounded that it was going to be other stuff going on to... Christmasy stuff. Maybe I will get in the Christmas spirit for the first time in a long time... I guess that I just think that it has become too commercial really. The shops begin Christmas over a month before... In two week, you grow sick of the whole thing...

Listening a lot to U2 and Linkin Park these days... At least on my MP3 player... I guess I am looking for lyrics with some meaning and that has a certain drive... What else has happened today... Oh yeah, one of the norwegian alpine skiers, Aksel Lund Svindal fell badly in Beaver Creek today, in downhill training... Not that it matters, but it made my heart stop for a second, because I do like some sport a little, and funnily enough it is everything that has to do with skiing. Last time I had skis on my feet was in 1994:) And then I practically walked, only with skis... No gliding at all:) Well, anyway, the point is that he's a nice guy and there has been fatal accidents in downhill... Just hope that he is okay:)

Ah, tomorrow is your decision time;) Good luck again))) You will make the right choice))) Don't worry so much. And if you can't decide, put them up on a wall and shot dartarrows and see where they land and take the course))) Probably a little happy go lucky:) But still a method... Take care...