Oneness

We are more alike than we are different.

I look at you,

but do I really see you?

Do you really see me?

We think we are all separated,

but what we do to each other

we do to ourselves as well...

We have one world.

We are one.

Stories

Every life is a story... I was thinking about this once in a cafe watching the people go by outside. I was thinking about perspective, about how these people were just statistics in my life story, and how I was one in theirs. In my friend's life, I have a supporting part, and she in my. And yet there are things we can't ever know about each other, things we can never talk about, not because we don't want to, but because they are seemingly unimportant to any other but ourselves.

The deep story of our lives, are about our transformation and experiences we have. The emotions and feelings we have, our dreams and visions for our lives. The thoughts we think, what we want to be in life, and what we aren't. Every single aspect of our life, both the inner and the outer.

As a writer, I must seek to find other lives to write about. Some fictional human being going through different situations in life. In some way, I have got to get to know every aspects of a life, the dark side and the light side we want the rest of the world to see. It is a learning process about the mind of humankind. It seems like an overwhelming task right now, but it is a journey I do not want to miss. Not for the life of me, and the journey has just begun revealing itself to me...

Changes

I am thinking about how my life is at the moment. I am thinking about changes... More how to make them... And I came up with this sentence: Sometimes a change in life can be a revolution, sometimes it is an evolution.

Change can be violent and shake the foundations of your life in just one day. One minute... Other times it takes time... I think I am in the middle of an evolution in my life right now. And I know I will be a better and more resourceful person at the other end... The slow process of getting to know myself... I guess it is a lot of soul work let to do too. But I do enjoy it even though there are bumps in the road and I some times get off track... I like these words: Wandering around, lost. Also a title on a song by Cocteau Twins))) I also wrote a poem once that I named exactly that......

I am walking around, lost
Disappearing into the dark again
Fading into grey
Into the nothingness of my own despair

Your words hurt me again
Cutting my wounds wide open
You pull at the chains again
They strangle me
And I choke on my frustration

I try to run away
But I find that I have run right back
To where it all started
And I find no comfort there
Only a cold and painful hatred
Of everything I have become today

I know you must hate yourself
And maybe that’s why you hate me as well
The chains are cutting deep into my flesh
Until I can’t see anything but the pain

The tears burn in my eyes
Your words burn my heart into a pile
Of ash that the wind carries far away
From these streets that are lifeless

Memories of dreams I used to dream
But now lies empty and barren in front of me
I am walking around, lost
Disappearing into the dark again…

Blessed be all those who go through changes right now. May you find strength within yourself and courage to see them through.

"Unleash your adventurous side! Take risks and be daring." Doreen Virtue. Freyja above is painted by Lisa Iris.

Pusegutt

Merry meetings!

My little sunshine))) He has just gotten his Wednesday snack and is now resting peacefully in my bed.

Unfortunately you can also see some of the mess I am in;) But he's still cute though))) Don't you love his nose)))

Nothing much happening today... Complained a little about the cold. And it is freezing cold. Brrrrr... Thank goodness there is only a few months until the warmth is coming. Hoping it will anyway... But who knows about the weather in these times. It might be warm in December and snow in May...

Other than that, I am looking forward to talking on Friday... So we might get things up and running again. Not literally... Though breaking a sweat and doing some musclework and stretching would be favourable;)

Blessed be))

Forever and a day

It's been like forever........
I have barely written any blog anywhere... A couple on MySpace perhaps))) But that's about it...

Not going to write too much today either... Way too late and I am getting sleepy...

I thought I'd share one of my paintings with you... I had that image in my head after a seminar, and I went outside walking after dinner because I wanted to see an old church not far from the hotel we were staying... I turned and saw this and could not get it out of my mind... So it was worth the whole boring seminar... The moon lighting up the trees from behind))