Summary

It will be absolutely divine to go back to "ordinary" life again. You know, taking the course and feeling that I am moving forward again. The difference is of course that now I have taken writing with me. I am ready for everything to move forward. This summer has been both good and bad.

I had set three goals. But I only managed to do one of them. Writing. I wanted to write a hundred pages, and I have done so. So I guess I should be pleased. And I am. I truly am. Nothing is better than feeling unstuck on some part of your life. Right now I heard Bilbo's words in my head: "I think I'm quite ready for another adventure." And I guess I am. I feel that writing is about to take another turn, and I have no idea of where it will lead me. But I don't care. I am just waiting to see where it will go. Because I am ready for another adventure! Yeah!! *Clapping hands madly*

I bet many of my blogs will be filled with writing. Perhaps some of what I write, but alot of pondering about what I feel when I write. I will just write whatever comes to mind. I have different kinds of writing. This blog, my daily pages, and hopefully getting down to ideas about what I want to write. Oh, and I almost forgot...:) Letters... Maybe seriously think about writing more poems and shorter kinds of stuff. I am just looking forward to growing as a writer. I am just going to learn to go with the flow.

To think that it is only just after midnight and I am actually preparing for bed. I must say that I am a little nervous about if I am going to be able to get up tomorrow morning... I mean I slept for the entire course period today... Kind of strange to think that I will get home about an hour and a half after I got up this morning... lol. I will probably be sooo tired tomorrow morning. Or maybe I won't because I will be so excited to get back and to see the new faces that are joining the course... But I will be dead tired on Wednesday instead because the drive that anticipation gives you wear out pretty quickly... If there isn't this really cute boy in the course that will be absolutely worth coming for:) But I have my doubts about that. But there is still hope. Even though it will be crushed tomorrow))) I guess hope and crushed are a bit strong in this sense;) I won't die or anything.

I am beginning to feel like Bridget... The old mad spinster:) But I guess we have a lot to learn from dear Bridget... Talking about learning from someone... Still not quite sure what Vincent van Gogh has to tell me... The letters from the first chapter isn't really revealing anything, but I will continue. Should probably just a little forward in the book. That is what the gut feeling is telling me... So I probably should. After he decides to become an artist or something... In July of 1879... I should probably see about beginning there, but it seems so unfair to his earlier life as an art dealer and such:) I don't know... Kind of fun to see how his thoughts develop around art too, and what the man has to say. But one things for sure. I have developed a great compassion for the man Vincent:) And I am still so thrilled about finding out more about him. And I will probably continue to write about it in blogs...